Roger Bennett's Midnight Meditations

Staying Busy

I am taking a short break from gathering things for a yard sale. I am going to AR for a week, and helping my mom have a sale next weekend. I realize that I could go through stuff around here for a year and still not be finished! How DOES the "stuff" accumulate?

As I was thinking about how the material things accumulate in our lives, it made me think about all of the other things that pile up in our lives, as well. As you may have guessed by my infrequent posts, there have been a lot of "things" overwhelming me lately. And, whether by my own doing, or by circumstances beyond my control, some days it seems like my life is crumbling around me. Yes, I KNOW that GOD is still in control, but frankly, I am having a very hard time hearing what He wants to tell me. I am struggling with some extremely hard decisions right now, and earnestly seeking His Will in my life. My personality has always been one of a "pleaser". I am fully aware that this can be a huge flaw - I am constantly trying to make the paths smooth, and it just doesn't always work. I'm not a control freak, so I'm not trying to orchestrate how it all works out, but the figuring it all out part has been overwhelming. I have strained relationships all around me, and I can't see myself coming out of this trial without a lot of pain, no matter how it works out. Of course, I will never discount God's ability to work a miracle, but that's the only way I see it happening; I know that I can't do it on my own.

After I spend a week at my parents' home in AR, I plan to head out for a "retreat" for a week or two - just to be alone with God, without distractions, and SEEK HIS FACE, asking for wisdom and direction in the trials I face. So, I am asking for your prayers in this way: please pray that I can discern God's voice, God's will, and God's plan for my life, and those around me who are involved with the situation. That is all. I have realized that GOD is the only one I have to please, and if that is done, then the rest will fall into place.

I wish, as we all do from time to time, that I didn't have earthly flesh.....meaning that I wouldn't make mistakes and have to deal with the consequences of those mistakes. But, I know that as long as I live here on earth, I WILL be human, and that involves "messing up" occasionally. Even the most spiritual person you may know will fall from time to time......whether by design, or omission. Our hope lies in the fact that God has promised that He will never leave or forsake us; that He has our best interest in His heart; that He loves us and cares for us; that He has walked this road before us, and will be there waiting at the end of it for us; and that, most certainly, we will rest at peace

In His Grip!

Debbie

P.S. Look for a post in about 2 or 3 weeks, and I will certainly let you know what I learned on my journey!

It's Me Again!

Sometimes I just don't know where the time goes. I am sure we all feel that in our respective busy lives, but it amazes me every time I sit down to post, and see how long it has actually been.

NQC was a wonderful week, and it was so good to get to visit with so many friends - both old and new. It's great getting to put faces to names that I see on here regularly, as well as reconnect with people I usually only see one time a year. But, the great thing about Christian fellowship, is that you can just pick right up where you left off! Speaking of friends at NQC, please be in prayer for Tony Greene's family, as they deal with the loss of their beloved husband, father, son, brother, and friend to so many. Tony was a great man, and he will be missed. I grieve for his family, particularly his very young children. I think often of how blessed my children were to get to know their father for the years that they had him. Then, speaking of fathers, mine is having some difficult days lately. He turned 88 this summer, and many of his problems are age-related, but a daddy never stops being a daddy, especially to his "little girl".....

Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I was not able to go to AR this weekend for the annual Roger Bennett Memorial Concert. I am sad to miss it, but I am glad that Chelsea was able to go for me. The concert is tonight in Batesville, AR, and it will feature Brian Free and Assurance. I understand Brian's father has just been put into hospice, and they don't expect his life to last much longer, so please also be in prayer for their family.

We were in court again on Thursday, and in a nutshell, things went much better than we had expected. The custody arrangement stands as it has been until the next court appearance in January, and we are so grateful for God's grace and mercy in keeping Isaiah safe. He is such an active little boy, and we are kept jumping and running most of the time, but isn't that what you expect out of a 15 month old?

Jordan is currently trekking across country with the remaining possessions he and Jessica will need to set up their new household in Los Angeles. He should arrive there on Sunday, and I know he is excited to finally be able to be back with his bride (and his puppy!). Our "goodbyes" were sad for mom, but I, too, am excited for them, and pray that they find happiness in their new ventures.

My webmaster went AWOL on me, so the sale prices are still not reflected on the www.rogerbennettdirect.com  store site, but I have decided to keep the 40% off sale going through November. It's a good chance to grab some Christmas gifts. Although the site doesn't say it, I am the only one who runs the office, and I DO process all orders at that price. That's 40% off the REGULAR prices, not the package deals.

Well, I need to run and accomplish a couple of things. I am blessed to have this network of friends and family. It's great to know that we are all collectively

In His Grip!

Debbie