Hello from Houston!

I am sure you were thinking that I didn't really go to Houston, but dropped off the face of the earth instead! I can only say that, yes, I have been incredibly busy, getting acclimated to a VERY different lifestyle. I know you CAN teach an old dog new tricks, but that old dog is pretty tired at the end of the day!

Tomorrow I finish my 4th week at work, and I can't believe it has been that long already. There has been so much to learn, and I have spent days in classes, with more to come. I appreciate the opportunity to learn so much, but, as I considered that the last time I worked a full-time job outside of the home was when Jordan was two (and he's 24 now........), it has really been an adjustment for me. Couple that with the fact that although I know the emotional and practical side of the situation the patients in our clinic face, the technical side is a whole new ballgame. But, I love it, and it is a very rewarding job. The days fly by, probably because we have little time to catch our breath. I am staying with a very dear friend who lives on the north side of Houston, and we have a bus that takes us to and fro, but the commute plus the work day mean that I am gone from home 13 hours every day, Monday through Friday. It's exhausting. By the time I get home, eat dinner, and get ready for the next day, it's bed time again. If I stay here (and I am still seeking direction there), I will definitely move in closer to work, so I have more free time. Meanwhile, though, I am enjoying where I am.

JB and Isaiah came down for a long weekend last weekend, and it was so good to have them visit. It was heartbreaking seeing them go back, but we are working toward resolving that situation as soon as we can. There are a lot of loose ends I need to tie up "back home" but for now, we are making the best of the situation we have.

I will admit that my job has been a bit more emotionally draining than I had anticipated. Actually, though, I knew it would either be very cathartic for me, or be very difficult. It kind of falls in the middle. Today being Roger's birthday was a bit hard, but like one person said, March is a pretty tough month, and next week won't be any better. I know, however, that he is in a better place, and I am so grateful that he is not suffering anymore.

I promise I will try to write more often, and I still don't feel God leading me to close this blog yet, so I will just say that if my posts or my situation in life bothers you, there are plenty of other blogs out there that may be more to your liking. I don't intend to stir up controversy, and if that ever becomes my plan, I will know I am not in God's Will. My goal, as always, is just to share a life that is full of blessings and trials, and let you know that even when life gets messy or rough, The One Who brought us to this place will certainly be The One Who will lead us out. After all, He is keeping us daily

In His Grip!

Debbie

 

Comments

[Kerri Brain]

Prayed for you today. I am so proud of you and keep it up. God is smiling at you. I know He is your strength.
Thanks for sharing your life with us....

[Carol]

Enjoy your blog updates very much. I can only "imagine" how difficult the change has been for you, but I'm sure God's plan if perfect for whatever season HE keeps it for. Missed knowing who JB and Isaiah are so gotta keep reading. Legacy 5 was just here in Westminster, CO area. I always loved going to the concerts and seeing Roger play and sharing his humor.

I know technology is a challenge and little did I think I would be in the midst of it myself creating most of my website, with intentions to not depend on Social Security crumbs which I am grateful for; however I know the past is not going to haunt my future although it created the scarcity of finances due to being stuck for decades. I'm finally free! Yeah. Patience and time work wonders.

God bless you.

[Barb]

Thinking of you today, tomorrow & always. We love you. God will be there for you, even when we feel so alone.
I enjoy your blog so much.
Hugs to you.

[Wanda Moran]

Debbie, thank you so much for the post. I was so afraid that you had discontinued it and was going to be really said if that was the case. You are an inspiration to so many - I can read any of your previous posts and still receive a blessing. I never did get to meet Roger even though I have been to many of the Cathedral/Legacy Five concerts - just too shy to introduce myself to any of the musicians. But, I absolutely LOVED hearing him sing and play the piano. I haven't met you either but hope to have the opportunity some day. It is refreshing to read your posts and it is so nice of you to mention your son and daughter in your posts - I pray for all of you that God will just keep blessing you as you seek His will in your life. And, I think it is wonderful that you are working in Houston where you spent countless hours with Roger. They are fortunate to have you there. Thank you again for continuing your posting.
Wanda in Texas

[Diane & Eddie]

Hey Debbie, I was thinking about you earlier today and decided to check your blog...I am so glad that I did because of your update. Hoping that all continues to go well. We love you and wish you well.

[Geneva Speas]

Hi Debbie. Trust all is well there. Hope your parents are doing better Love and prayers.
Geneva